2 very old little Beautiful poems

Gevonden tussen wat oude papieren, old beautiful dangerous thoughts..

Words from the heart 1 (about my first love) :

I gave you my heart and you've broken it,
Now that I can forgive you...
But when I gave you what was left of it the second time
and you had stabbed a knife in it,
That is something i will never forgive you.

So as from this page, This sentence, This Word, You mean Nothing to me.

Words from the heart 2 ( anorexia period):

Trying to make life better
Wanna disappear
Walking away from life
Turning my back on Love
My only light in the darkness
Join me on the dark road
Lets take the dark road Never coming back...